Sitting in the donut shop we have always loved in our California town we buy our lotto tickets and perform our ritual of "what would you do….". There is no lottery in Hawaii so it's been a while since this beloved ritual of donuts and gambling.
I instantly say what I have always said and wanted. Being a traveler at heart and in my soul I say "I would go to the airport and get in the first plane I could to another country to explore." For some reason reality seeps into this particular morning's ritual and M says:
"It would have to be somewhere warm though."
I stared at him in shock and silence as he and the kids threw around ideas of building mommy a special suit that keeps her warm and energized and helps her walk….
I couldn't believe, and still can't, how this one comment affected me. It was like being punched by reality in the solar plexus. No matter how much money we have or where we live or what is discovered I am stuck in this broken body. There is no "eventually", "down the road" or "someday" in this health journey.
Sometimes comments slide on by and sometimes they become part of you. And damn don't you wish you could pick and choose which ones do which thing
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