(Without and with flash)
For good reason but still a bad day. I have been in bed all day, still in my pajamas alternating between listening to books and watching bad tv and staring at the wall when my brain really fries itself out of commission.
I could get up today, but some days I don't want to fight through the pain and exhaustion to do mundane tasks like make dinner. Some days I don't want to "be strong" or "suck it up". That's today. So today I am working to accept that I'm just going to stay here and not feel guilty for being sick and for not doing what I, and only I, think I should. And I have to say it's going quite well today. It is what it is. I don't need to prove to anyone that I COULD get up and make dinner and put kids to bed and straighten up my mess of a house from camping. This is a nice peaceful feeling. I don't know why today it comes so easily when other days it just won't come at all, but I'll take it.
Wanna see how easy it is to lie though?
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