Because I spent the entire day asleep in bed.
Why that day? As I told M "my body doesn't give a shit that it's my birthday". My daughter made me a brownie cake for breakfast (our family tradition), I woke up long enough to eat some of that, open the gift from my little loving family and went back to bed for the rest of the day. My kids went with their dad to get Legos so they would have a good day and I saw them all again for a quick picnic dinner in bed with me. I haven't seen them since then.
It's not the birthday really, at least not today, because I don't have the energy to care. But what I do seem to have the energy for is lying in bed, today in tears, waiting impatiently for my Dr to call for our scheduled phone appt so I can go back to bed.
My husband and kids make my life work and worth it. I'm lucky beyond words to live the life I live. I truly never forget that. But like anyone some days are better than others right? But I'm still here so
Happy birthday to me! 😁😍
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